A Night Alone

Yes, alone, finally. 

Well, I really kinda miss this; the knowledge that the room is all yours for the taking, the silence and the darkness of the night. For days I have been longing for these things to happen and now here they are. It felt nice. 

There are so many thoughts running in my mind right now.There are so many things I wanna say, majority of which are nonsense things that I wanna share but would rather not. Anyway, this entry is just all about how I feel tonight. Just like I said earlier, it felt nice to be alone but at the same time sad. Sad not because I do not have anyone to talk to, sad because of the fact that I am alone. 

Confuse?

You see, there are times that talking is not important. That just knowing that someone is there for you or beside you, even if you are not talking to each other, is enough. That is why I am sad. Yes, I like the silence, yes I like the darkness but being totally alone. I wanted to have someone to be there for me. Someone who would listen to all of my rants and my non-stop talking. Someone who could get along with all my mood swings and trips. 

Someone.